So as I said in the last post, this is also about me being proud of myself for being what i preach. Now usually I'll give every detail and go very in depth about things, but this time I won't. I could sit here and write forever about the relationship I've had over the past 5 months with this very special friend. But I will not, I don't want to, it would be too hard. I'll give the important things so you can get an idea of what this means to me, but the rest will not be written.
5 months ago a person I barely knew of at all messaged me on facebook needing help with some problems about her ex-boyfriend and best friend. For the 5 months (from then until now) they did not talk. She needed a best friend and I was there for her always. We fought and were overemotional with each other all the time, but in the end I was there for her. She and her ex/ bestfriend are talking again now. I don't know what about or what type of friends they are, but they are talking and she isn't upset as she once was. Sometimes it was really hard for me to help her, it hurt me in many ways. Despite that I always fought through, telling myself she is well worth it and she deserves me to be there for her.
Recently we talked about this and she thanked me and siad that she can't explain how amazing I had been and how much it meant to her. I said how it feels cool to be what I preach, a fighter and someone who will fight willingly for someone else. She said yea you should be because you are exactly that. She said I had changed her life and thanked me again. I don't know how much we will talk anymore or anything like that, but I will always be proud that I could fill a gap for someone and fight for someone as I did. I want to thank her for allowing me to be that person for her, for putting the pressure on me; that's what I love and it feels great now.
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