A Tough Law

This is something that I don't think I will ever be able to accept, but it is a true thing. You can want something too much, and if in fact you do want it too much then the world or God won't let you have it.
I think the reason for this is that if you want something extremely badly, then your success in attaining it would make you too happy for the world to accept. The laws of the universe state that you cannot be that happy. Its not the level of the thing you want, its just your want that would make you so happy once having finally attained it. There may be something better out there for you, but gaining this possibly lesser thing would make you happier because you want it that badly.
I hate this law because of what is happening to me right now, as well as for other things that have happened and things I know will happen. But right now it's because there is a girl who I could have the perfect relationship with, but I can only be her "bestest friend." Yes she loves me, but not in the way I want, not in the way that would make my life so great it would break the laws of the universe. Right now we aren't even best friends because I broke down emotionally not being able to handle the fact that she still didn't like me the way I wanted. After crying continuously for 15 minutes because I kept remembering her saying, "You gave me dimples. I didn't have them before, but you make me smile that much," I realized that swallowing the pain is worth the love we share as best friends. And in this friendship that will last forever, who knows, maybe someday we will go out. But first I need to go regain that friendship which I will do in person the next morning in which we have school.
It's weird because people always tell you, "It's about how much you want it." But that's not true the way they mean it. Yes, you have to want something to get it and have it mean something, but if you want it too much then the world says no because your happiness would break the rules.